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Saturday, July 31st, 2010

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    12:23a
    He must have sensed how much both of us needed...
    He must have
    sensed how much both of us needed that–Mel and Ihad to feel him alive and healthy and in our
    arms
    The shimmering circle seemed to widen, enveloping the entire late-night supper party, making
    them family, tooEveryone waited contentedly for Jeb to prepare the unexpected treats, in no
    hurryFear had been replaced by relief and happy newsEven Kyle, compressed into the small
    space on the other side of his brother, was not unwelcome in the circle
    Melanie sighed in contentmentShe was vibrantly aware of the warmth of the boy in my lap
    and the touch of the man who still stroked his hand against my armShe wasn't even upset by
    Ian's arm around vuitton gold bag my shoulders
    You're feeling the No Pain, too,I teased her
    I don't think it's the No PainThis is more than I've ever had
    This is so much of what I lost
    What was it that made this human love so much more desirable to me than the love of my own
    kind? Was it because it was exclusive and capricious? The souls offered love and acceptance to
    allDid I crave a greater challenge? This love was tricky; it had no hard-and-fast rules–it might
    be given for free, as with Jamie, or earned through time and hard work, as with Ian, or
    completely and heartbreakingly unattainable, as with Jared
    Or was it simply better somehow? Because these humans could hate with so chanel purses and handbags much fury, was
    the other end of the spectrum that they could love with more heart and zeal and fire?
    I didn't know why I had yearned after it so desperatelyAll I knew was that, now that I had it, it
    was worth every ounce of risk and agony it had costIt was better than I'd imagined
    By the time the food was prepared and consumed, the late–or rather early–hour had gotten to
    us allPeople stumbled out of the crowded room toward their bedsAs they left, there was more
    space
    Those remaining slouched down where we were as room became availableGradually, we
    melted in place until we were horizontalMy head ended up pillowed on Jared's stomach; his
    hand gucci hobo stroked my hair now and thenJamie's face was against my chest, and his arms were
    around my neckOne of my arms wrapped around his shouldersIan's head was cushioned on
    my stomach, and he held my other hand to his faceI could feel Doc's long leg stretched beside
    mine, his shoe by my hipDoc was asleep–I could hear him snoringI may have even been
    touching Kyle somewhere
    Jeb was sprawled on the bedHe belched, and Kyle chuckled
    “Nicer night than I was plannin' forI like it when pessimism goes unrewarded,” Jeb mused
    “Mmm,” I sighed, half asleep
    “Next time she raids…” Kyle said, somewhere on the other side of Jared's bodyA big yawn
    interrupted his mulberry bags sentence“Next time she raids, I'm coming, too
    “She's not going out again,” Ian answered, his body tensingI brushed my hand against his face,
    trying to soothe him
    “Of course not,” I murmured to him“I don't have to go anywhere unless I'm neededI don't
    mind staying in here
    “I'm not talking about keeping you prisoner, Wanda,” Ian explained, irritated“You can go
    anywhere you want as far as I'm concernedJogging on the highway, if you'd like thatI'm talking about keeping you safe
    “We need her,” Jared said, his voice harder than I wanted to hear it
    “We got by fine without her before
    “Fine? Jamie would have died without herShe can get things for us that no one else discount tiffany's necklace c

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